[Deteriorate]

[Ink®]

Eh, me being depressed-ish. Sorry. >.<

Look me in the eye
One, just one serious glance
Please, just don't lie
Do I even have a chance?

Some people have it great
All thier smiles are true
But for me is it too late?
If only years ago I knew...

Yes I know people love me
And I know plenty do care
But what help can that be?
When life is this unfair

Some feelings I can't explain
And they are so easy to forget
Like a burn without the pain
One emotion is just one bit

It's so incredibly easy to lie
And easier to push it all away
My imagination makes it all fine
But deep inside it's here to stay

Nothing is forever
And it all goes way too fast
When will it change? Never?
Look, the present is already the past

There's nowhere to place the fault
No reason to feel so bad
Just take it with a grain of salt
And stop being so very sad

If only life were so easy
And there really was light at the end
If only a smile wasn't fake and cheesy
And I had more to call friend

But there isn't much more than life
With it's joy and it's horror
With it's ease and it's strife
There still isn't any more

But I know I am young still
And this is all so depressive
Innocence is the object to kill
Corruption is so oppresive

I don't want your kind words
I don't want a warm pat on the back
Feelings fly away like birds
True happiness; it's what many lack

And yet some still achieve
A life with no mistake
How that must relieve
Unlike us with this ache

But look around
Take it all in
The world is beginning to
Deteriorate
Can you deny it?
I thought not.

Mostly because taxes are going to go way up, the economy is about to crash, nature is getting destroyed, animals are going extinct, everything dies, and to top it all off my parents think I might have ADD now... And even if I do I don't want to take medicine just so I can get better grades in math... *growl*

[Colour or Lour™]

ADD? Dude. Seriously, you? No WAY. That is so dumb... ADD people are all screwed up and emotionless.

Anyhow, sorry for ignoring your poem, but *hug, pat on the back* You make me so sad.

[Ink®]

Don't be sad for me. ^^
Yeah, my mom wants me to go talk to this lady to see if I do or not but I don't wanna.

[Colour or Lour™]

There's no way in hell you're ADD. Tell your mom to leave you alone.

[Ink®]

Well she was talking to one of the psychology proffesors at her college that she teaches at you know and apparently I have the symptoms of it.

[Colour or Lour™]

Well you're not ADD. You know this, right?

[Ink®]

I don't know...

[Colour or Lour™]

Tu madre es ADD! lol

sorry for the yo mama joke. Anyhow,
if you were ADD you'd be all unattentional. You can focus

[Ink®]

Well yeah, but apparently I have all the common ADD symptoms for girls my age or something.

[Colour or Lour™]

Hayley, there is NO way you have ADD. Seriously. I have had a ton of symptoms for depression, PMDD, tons of stuff and still don't have those problems...? It's like the symptoms of a cold. You may have a sore throat, achy muscles, tired... all can be caused by other things

[Ink®]

You make it sound like ADD is the devil. I might as well go to the lady, I mean if ont he off chance I do have it then it would be nice to not have to struggle so much in math and Spanish. And if I don't then that means I have no good reason for being crap at those subjects.

[Colour or Lour™]

I wouldn't say crap at it... you're smart. Spanish [languages in general] are easier for some people than others. As for math, you got bumped up a grade...

[Ink®]

No I didn't. Right now if I went down I'd be in a grade below me...

[Colour or Lour™]

? I thought you did, a couple years ago...

[Ink®]

I was just in the advanced math for my grade, not a grade up.